For the next two weeks, we'll be talking about transformational moments in ministry: Moments that have transformed our faith or changed the way we do ministry. Over the next few days, you'll hear from several women in ministry who serve in various capacities - some paid, some volunteer; some in youth ministry, some not – from various denominations around the world.
Today's post is written by Elle Campbell. Elle's got a huge heart for middle school ministry (She works at The Chapel at Cross Point doing Middle School Ministry) and for equipping and supporting other youth workers, which she does through her ministry, Stuff You Can Use. She's also a blogger, which is how I first "met" and came to know Elle.
The summer after I graduated high school, our youth pastor took a group of high school students and high school graduates to a student leadership conference. For ﬁve days, we were challenged to make a difference, set big goals, have a vision, and change the world for Jesus. I loved it.
Toward the end of the conference, one communicator in particular caught my attention. Because we all have unique gifts and passions, he said, the way each of us serves God should be unique too. Some of us would go on to serve God in the “world,” as doctors or lawyers or politicians or whatever else we wanted to do. And some of us, he said, would serve God in vocational ministry - maybe in a church or missions organization.
As a recent high school graduate who was still unsure of what I wanted to do with my life, I paid close attention. I had a ton of interests and talents and passion, but little eighteen-year-old me hadn’t yet ﬁgured out how to pull all of those things together for a future career.
I did know, though, that I loved leading and helping and serving in my church and my youth group. So when the communicator mentioned “vocational ministry,” I started to wonder...
Then he asked us to stand. If we thought God had called us to serve Him and make a difference in the world through vocational ministry, we were supposed to stand.
I remember thinking, Is that me? Does God want me to do ministry? Should I stand?
I thought about the small group I was leading, the opportunities my youth pastor had already given me to lead and serve within our youth group, the leadership role I had taken at my school Bible club, and all the other ministry things I was involved with.
And I thought: Yeah! Maybe I’m supposed to do ministry! Maybe that’s how I’m going to make a difference!
For a second, I was super pumped. But then I started thinking about what a future in ministry might actually look like for me. And then this happened:
Well, I’m a girl, so I obviously can’t be a pastor or lead a ministry... so what could I do?
I tried to think of all the types of ministry I’d seen women do at our church.
Children’s ministry... women’s ministry... pastors’ assistants... receptionists...
And that was pretty much it.
Oh, and playing the organ.
I hated all of those options.
I loved the church... but I couldn’t think of a single church role where I felt I could make a signiﬁcant difference using my gifts, my talents, and my gender.
So I stayed seated.
I wanted to make a difference by serving God in ministry. But I thought I couldn’t. Because I was a girl. And you know what? At the time, this didn’t even bother me.
Back then, I took it as a given that women didn’t do ministry in meaningful ways - at least, not on staff at a church. Women didn’t have much of a place there. In my church experience, unless they were teaching small children or other women, I never saw women in meaningful vocational church leadership.
As a teenager, I never really thought about the absence of female leaders in my church. I’m not sure it ever crossed my mind. But even so, their absence shaped me. It shaped my view of church and gender and my self-worth and how God could use me.
And, for a while, it kind of messed me up.
Fortunately though, the day eventually came when I realized that yes, God really did have a place for me in ministry. And yes, I could do big things in the local church while also being a girl.
I just wish I’d known it sooner. I wish it had been modeled for me.
Today (after 10 years of dramatic growth and transformation in our church’s leadership, identity, and culture), I get to do Middle School Ministry in the church where I grew up. And I am so happy. I get to serve on a team where, as a female, I am heard, valued, respected, and trusted. It’s awesome.
But I think about that moment at that student leadership conference pretty often. And I think about what we can do, today, to make sure we don’t repeat the missteps of previous generations.
In our ministry, we want to see girls grow up believing that they can do whatever God has called them to do - even vocational ministry. We want them to know they matter to God and to the local church. We never want to give them a reason to question their voice or value or place in the Body of Christ. We want them to see incredible, strong, Godly women leading and teaching and making a difference.
So we put women in key leadership positions. We give girls microphones and we put them on stage.
We have girls (high school, college-aged, and adult) teaching, leading worship, hosting, planning, interning, discipling, and doing really awesome, meaningful ministry to teenagers.
It is so fun to watch.
And in a few years, I’m guessing at least one of our little middle school girls will ﬁnd herself thinking, Hey! Maybe I’m supposed to do ministry! Maybe that’s how I’m going to make a difference!
When that happens, I’m hoping her next thought won’t be, But I can’t.
I’m praying it will be something like, God, I’m so ready.
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